NADAHO - Fake Smile (ZAPATEKNO Remix)

If anyone should be embarrassed it should be me
Do I radiate kowareta girl
Silver spoon fed with a rich legacy
She's unhinged lock her in a facility
Sugu ni And I wonder why some people stay cold
They only pick the phone up
When they're down so low
Needing solace the feeling of home

Ohhh
Its exactly why I tell it straight up
Not behind backs
Or with a fake smile
I am me
And if you don't have anything nice to say about me
Let your silence speak
Please let your silence speak
Not behind backs
Or with a uso no egao
Yeah fake smile

Well spread the news
Bloggers must like what they see
Writing me down like a diary
Nikki mitaina watashi
For you to read when I'm gone
Took off
Across the ocean before Id drown
Hitched a ride with a Baker in her van
Drove to Zacoalco her hometown
Just to escape the stories whispered bout me
That I abuse my boyfriend
Spit at little children
Or disrespect the elderly

Oh
Please just keep it clean
And you'll receive the fun me
Oh I am angry
And I know
Life is what I made of it
Call me unfit
Over and over again
Obake ni shite
Plan an exorcism for me then

Oh
Its exactly why I tell it straight up
Not behind backs
Or with a fake smile
I am me
And if you don't have anything nice to say about me
Let your silence speak
Please let your silence speak
Not behind backs
Or with a uso no egao
Yeah fake smile

Yeah
You call me your idol
But I'm not your excuse
Uso janai don't twist the truth
Blame me for problems that aren't even mine
Say I misstep misspeak fall out of line
Gaslight my story nande For what
Tell me the girls all performed better so what
Am I the type to scream or disagree
Or just let my silence speak
Shizuka ni watashi wa me

Keep my trinkets
Or throw them away
Six months in
With a real smile on my face
Honto no egao